Life just go on...

I was so upset that my grandma was in hospital for a month. Alot of thing has happen and make me think lots of thing.. I still remember the first time my grandma sent to ICU and the docter call over to my house during midnight and inform us that my grandma was in critical situation. Everyone of my family member was panic and don't know what to do, we rush to hospital and i looked at my grandma, she look so pale. Doctor told me that without the breathing machine my grandma will pass away.. All my uncle and aunts was there and keep on talking to my grandma, wish there is a miracle that she can wake up. I look at her eyes, there is a tear drop on her face.. my heart is totally lost.. and i really don't know what else i can do.. few hours later... my grandma started to give us some respond... her hand was moving slowly and her eyes too... at last... doctor said my grandma is stable situation.. until now.. she was still in hospital and im the one who accompany her everynight... even though sometimes she still don't know where was her, or she will talked something that all of us does not understand... but all this thing is not a big problem...
as long as she is still alive im satiesfied with that... because... my grandma is much more important than anyone around me... she was the one i love the most....

the end? restart?

Our relationship just ends up like that, or restart again?
I don't know why I will being like that maybe I'm too tired...
I'm tired of all this thing.. I shouldn't think of it anymore..
maybe i should leave you and let you more freedom...
and I ...
will always waiting for you to come back to my side...
I Love You...

you make me proud of you!

Now only i realize that everyone have a dream. Why do I say so? The reason of I saying this because of my uncle, he is a very nice man and always make us laugh. Even though his finacial there is abit of problem, he still keep on with his dream. How can I describe him? For me, he is a man who is always facing computer and doing nothing. Till today, i log in to the forum that he create with his mates, and there the place I feel proud of him. He did very well on it even though there is not many people log in to the forum. He make me know that we shouldn't give up so easily and must go on with what ourself want to do. I'm so proud of him.. my lovely "uncle sweet"..

My Life...My Sick...

I was sick for a week and still haven't recover yet.
Why my healthy is so weak?
What should i do to make it more better?
enough sleep? more exercise?
or... "he" is not be with me so everything bad thing happen to me?
I really don't like this type of feeling, when i started to go college and there is alot of thing happen to me especially my healthy..
sometimes I think of just end up my life and not to be suffer here, but I'm too selfish...
How was my family?
could someone tell me what I should do to make me more happier in life?

hubbiez

hub,
even though you already leave me alone
the time i spent with you is priceless...
the way you talk to me make me feel all the happiness in the world...
you knew i love you so much..
one day you'll be my side...
i love you...
wife.

LOVE

hub,
you throw me away...
you make me feel so sad when i'm thinking of you
everything you did to me make me feel so warmth.
hub,
i still waiting for you........

My life couldn't be like that

once i met you i knew that my life will totally change..
you don't even notice that i am still waiting for you..
you has changed my life, please help me to rebuilb a new life for me..
everything you did i still remember in my mind....

but why everything is gone?
the way you treat me is totally different compare with last time..
the way you talk to me is not like last time...

i knew one day you will realize that i'll always by your side
and
waiting for you to come back to my side.....