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What a guy really want? freedom?
How to maintain long distance relationship?

I'm tired of this relation,even how hard i try there was no return.
What i did to him is useless, he did not even care about it.
I know i was wrong because too control you, but why i will being like this?
If you think you are suffer because of i controlling you, then what my feeling?
I'm much more worst than you because I'm the one who suffer of the pain.
Why a relation can't be totally prefect? Why must have alot of thing happen?
Because of his entertainment we end up like that..
because of his friend we end up like that...
if he do care of my feeling why he treat me like that?
i am caring of his feeling but i don't know why i can being like that.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND!
can someone let me know what i should do to maintain this relation? or i just give up?
what is happiness? what is sadness? why does everyone being like that?
full of QUESTION MARK inside my mind..

Argue~~

Today is a bad day, because i argue with him. I don't know why he so care about his entertainment but not my feeling?? Why can't he go and look for them on day time? why must at night? Is it all the sosial life must be hang at night? I stii don't understand what he is thinking.I'm tired on him and i don't know what i should do to let him understand my feeling..

TIRED!!!

I'm tired.. because thinking on which hotel should stay at Bangkok. If i'm rich then no need to think so much, just simply walk in into 5 stars hotel. Now have to think the budget.. >.<"bored!
Today not feeling well, vomit... haih.. always get sick!!

Father are wonderful person

Father are wonderful person
too little inderstood,
And we do not sing their praises
as often as we should. . .
For, somehow, Father seems to be
the man who pays the bills.
While Mother binds up little hurts
and nurses all our ills. . .
And father struggles daily
to live up yo "his image"
As protector and provider
and "hero of the scrimmage". . .
And perhaps that is the reason
we sometimes get the notion
That Fathers are not subject
to the thing we call emotion.
But if you look inside Dad's heart,
where no one else can see,
You'll find he's sentimental
and as "soft" as he can be. . .
But he's so busy every day
in the grueling race of life,
He leaves the sentimental stuff
to his partner and his wife. . .
But Father are just wonderful
in a million different ways,
And they merit loving compliments
and accolades of praise,
For the only reason Dad aspires
to fortune and success
Is to make the family proud of him
and to bring them happiness. . .

sushi day

well, today went to sunway lagoon with my cousin but forgotten to take camera, just took a picture before to sunway. Then went to Jusco with my sis and cousin to buy sushi ingredient! Why suddenly want to make sushi? actually i feel to eat sushi since last week, but no chance so till today I decide D.I.Y!

~my sis was enjoying her sushi roll, actually it SUPER LONG but she keep on continue ate until it look short!

unagi~~~~

tamago~~

its done!!!