life!!

well, i will be going to sungai petani for my future...even though is sad...
but i have to do so... because life is a fate!

LIFE~~~

Why will you be with me?

I don't understand ..
Why you still be with me by the way there is alot girl is better than me?

The way we are~

Its hurt me deeply...
The words you spoke to me make my heart felt pain...
The tears you drop for me make my heart felt guilty..
Even though everything has passed... but it seem just happen to me..
Your heart toward me i do really feel it...
but i just don't know how to express my feeling to you...
maybe there is alot thing has happen in our relation, so it make me changed..
Even how i change, my love to you is still forever..
I know sometimes i'm too over to you, i show temper and being childish in front of you...
but what i wanted from you is just a word "LOVE".
silent seem to be appear in our relation, and simply is our style...
shouldn't make it complicated because that "US"...

I love the way you smile....
I love the way you talked...
I love the way you laugh...
I love the way you kiss me...
I love the way you hug me...
and...
I love you just like the way you love me...

~endless love~

life~~

what is life mean to us?

that question i want to ask....


dear,
i knew i was wrong
i did a big mistake
i cant even forgive myself!!

why?

sorry.............

My Thailand Trip..

(Our vacation was bored than other couple, but our love was more than other)

Air asia flight...

We was DAMN hungry... ao~~~~~hahaha... ALOT!!

Reach Thailand airport.. whoah!! nicer than KLIA..OMG!

Taken a nice picture when we reach hotel..

We went to CHATUCHAK and ate this don't know what, but nice.

Hubbie having his ice cream at platinium mall....

Seating TUK-TUK... take pic.. SCARY!!

Belowing all foods are the MOST expensice dinner i had eaten in my whole life!









Grand Pearl Cruise..

Buffet we ate there...

At Pattaya (cABANA HOTEL) WHOAH!!.. view sea! I LOVE IT!

!!NICE VIEW!!

Our food at Royal Garden Shopping!!

what my hubbir doing ya?

4D theather...

HUbbie kissing an old lady~~~

LOVELY PICTURE~~~

Beach.. ~romantic~~~~

~~colleting shell~~

collecting shell for?.. LOVE~~~

~~Ready to back Malaysia lu~~~


(Happy Lovely Couple)

feel excited!!!

whoah!!
feeling excited because hubbie was coming back in 34 hours!!
we already plan for what to do for whole week..
waiting for the day come~~

what a horrible day~~

omg!! everyday fast food day!!

day 1 = mcd

day 2 = pizza hut

day 3 = domino's

day 4 = mcd again!!

day 5 = pizza hut again!!

day 6 = domino's again!!

day 7 = normal day~~ cause i cook...

?? ?? ???

What a guy really want? freedom?
How to maintain long distance relationship?

I'm tired of this relation,even how hard i try there was no return.
What i did to him is useless, he did not even care about it.
I know i was wrong because too control you, but why i will being like this?
If you think you are suffer because of i controlling you, then what my feeling?
I'm much more worst than you because I'm the one who suffer of the pain.
Why a relation can't be totally prefect? Why must have alot of thing happen?
Because of his entertainment we end up like that..
because of his friend we end up like that...
if he do care of my feeling why he treat me like that?
i am caring of his feeling but i don't know why i can being like that.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND!
can someone let me know what i should do to maintain this relation? or i just give up?
what is happiness? what is sadness? why does everyone being like that?
full of QUESTION MARK inside my mind..

Argue~~

Today is a bad day, because i argue with him. I don't know why he so care about his entertainment but not my feeling?? Why can't he go and look for them on day time? why must at night? Is it all the sosial life must be hang at night? I stii don't understand what he is thinking.I'm tired on him and i don't know what i should do to let him understand my feeling..

TIRED!!!

I'm tired.. because thinking on which hotel should stay at Bangkok. If i'm rich then no need to think so much, just simply walk in into 5 stars hotel. Now have to think the budget.. >.<"bored!
Today not feeling well, vomit... haih.. always get sick!!

Father are wonderful person

Father are wonderful person
too little inderstood,
And we do not sing their praises
as often as we should. . .
For, somehow, Father seems to be
the man who pays the bills.
While Mother binds up little hurts
and nurses all our ills. . .
And father struggles daily
to live up yo "his image"
As protector and provider
and "hero of the scrimmage". . .
And perhaps that is the reason
we sometimes get the notion
That Fathers are not subject
to the thing we call emotion.
But if you look inside Dad's heart,
where no one else can see,
You'll find he's sentimental
and as "soft" as he can be. . .
But he's so busy every day
in the grueling race of life,
He leaves the sentimental stuff
to his partner and his wife. . .
But Father are just wonderful
in a million different ways,
And they merit loving compliments
and accolades of praise,
For the only reason Dad aspires
to fortune and success
Is to make the family proud of him
and to bring them happiness. . .

sushi day

well, today went to sunway lagoon with my cousin but forgotten to take camera, just took a picture before to sunway. Then went to Jusco with my sis and cousin to buy sushi ingredient! Why suddenly want to make sushi? actually i feel to eat sushi since last week, but no chance so till today I decide D.I.Y!

~my sis was enjoying her sushi roll, actually it SUPER LONG but she keep on continue ate until it look short!

unagi~~~~

tamago~~

its done!!!

What i wanted to tell you.....

Although you are not with me but what i can do is just wait you to come back. Sometime people ask me does it worth if i waiting for you? My answer is no matter where you are, as long as both of us are still in contact and maintain our relation, i think that is enough for me. When i'm in love, I won't care what happen between both of us. That's what people said as "Love is Blind". For me, love is most important part in my life so you are the most important guy in my life. All my happiness and sadness is came from you. What a couple need is TRUST, CARING, RESPECT and TRUTH between us, but all this things is hard to did it. I do care for you, respect you and telling the truth with you, but what we missed are TRUST between each other, so our relation are complicated to explain. Even it is complicated but we are still trying to maintain our relation because we can knew everyone in this world easily but its hard to be together for certain time. So i will appreciate with all the things you gave me and try my best to stay with you till the end of time. Because i know i love you so much...life is unfair, everyone can stay with the one they love but why i need to stay alone here? sometimes i wondering why i need to face all these thing, but i will tell myself that maybe this is a test between me and you. Even you are far away from me but the love between me and you is still the same. I love you alot and i believe that you wont did anything sorry to me and make me hurt. You are the best guy i ever meet before. When im in bad mood or unhappy, you was the one that accompany me, even you are tired, you still chat with me. You will spent your time to me, and think that is a job to you. Maybe for you i am your burden, but you still accept it and without saying anything. Everything i did to you or wait for you come back is totally worth. You did ask me before why i love you so much,and my answer is because "I love you". I don't even care about your looking or your fanicial problem, as long as we are still staying to each other everything is worthless to me except you.

How do I get through the night without you,
If i have to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
I need you in my arm, need you to hold,
You're my love, my heart, and my soul.

=everlasting love=
What is it about you?
That makes my stomach turn
My heart beat fast
My mouth curl

Is it your beautiful smile?
Your funny joke?
The soften of your touch?
Or just what whisper me

The many things we had and shared
The sunsets
The candlelight dinners
Our passion and love

The ways we talked and laughed
Were only dreams before we met
Now turned into reality
How I wish this will last for eternity.

=Why I love you=
I've never seen you
Or touched your skin
I've never felt your lips
Or held you tight
But I know I love you

Not because of the way you look<
Or because of that sexy voice
Not because of the things you say
But because of whom you are

When we meet I will kiss you
And hold you all night

I love everything about you
Because it's you