What i wanted to tell you.....

Although you are not with me but what i can do is just wait you to come back. Sometime people ask me does it worth if i waiting for you? My answer is no matter where you are, as long as both of us are still in contact and maintain our relation, i think that is enough for me. When i'm in love, I won't care what happen between both of us. That's what people said as "Love is Blind". For me, love is most important part in my life so you are the most important guy in my life. All my happiness and sadness is came from you. What a couple need is TRUST, CARING, RESPECT and TRUTH between us, but all this things is hard to did it. I do care for you, respect you and telling the truth with you, but what we missed are TRUST between each other, so our relation are complicated to explain. Even it is complicated but we are still trying to maintain our relation because we can knew everyone in this world easily but its hard to be together for certain time. So i will appreciate with all the things you gave me and try my best to stay with you till the end of time. Because i know i love you so much...life is unfair, everyone can stay with the one they love but why i need to stay alone here? sometimes i wondering why i need to face all these thing, but i will tell myself that maybe this is a test between me and you. Even you are far away from me but the love between me and you is still the same. I love you alot and i believe that you wont did anything sorry to me and make me hurt. You are the best guy i ever meet before. When im in bad mood or unhappy, you was the one that accompany me, even you are tired, you still chat with me. You will spent your time to me, and think that is a job to you. Maybe for you i am your burden, but you still accept it and without saying anything. Everything i did to you or wait for you come back is totally worth. You did ask me before why i love you so much,and my answer is because "I love you". I don't even care about your looking or your fanicial problem, as long as we are still staying to each other everything is worthless to me except you.

How do I get through the night without you,
If i have to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
I need you in my arm, need you to hold,
You're my love, my heart, and my soul.

=everlasting love=
What is it about you?
That makes my stomach turn
My heart beat fast
My mouth curl

Is it your beautiful smile?
Your funny joke?
The soften of your touch?
Or just what whisper me

The many things we had and shared
The sunsets
The candlelight dinners
Our passion and love

The ways we talked and laughed
Were only dreams before we met
Now turned into reality
How I wish this will last for eternity.

=Why I love you=
I've never seen you
Or touched your skin
I've never felt your lips
Or held you tight
But I know I love you

Not because of the way you look<
Or because of that sexy voice
Not because of the things you say
But because of whom you are

When we meet I will kiss you
And hold you all night

I love everything about you
Because it's you